Life has many meanings but I am a firm believer that a life without love is not a life worth having. I have so much love inside me for so many things. I like to think of myself as a divine creature that finds the beauty in almost anything. Love can be one of the best things to experience in life as well as something that can be so painful. So painful, it taints ones destiny to fulfill the thoughts and plans of life.
I, myself have gone through it way too many times. It is one of my downfalls as well as giving my life much meaning. We share the world with so many people. Some people are beautiful and some people just have terrible values. The possibilities of the world keep me hopeful.
I think my first heartbreaks started with friends I thought I would be my friends forever. I have made valuable connections with interesting people who I like to call my gems in life. If you are someone who is close to me, you can count on me to catch you when you fall with no judgement. I will remind you who you are and to stay true to yourself when times get hard. I will have an open heart and mind and cherish you as you are. I will never change someone. You can cry on me. You can trust me. I will also always be transparent and truthful. I think the foundation of knowing how to care for someone starts with an unconditional love a friend can give. I cannot understand how some people can care way too much and even be judgemental over someone they openly cherish. People are weird....
I have been in 4 relationships that have impacted my life dramatically. Each one must have lasted between 2-3 years. I first fell in love when I was about 16. From 16-26 is the amount of time I spent dating. I did have breaks between but they weren't long, except in the beginning.
I want to elaborate on events that have happened in between.
This is what has molded my thoughts and views on how I want to be treated and how I don't. How I should treat someone and how I shouldn't. How I should love someone and how to not get lost in them. To the men who couldn't handle my love, I forgive you. But you don't ever forget them.
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