WTF
Anywho, he says he will buy some so I told him to get me 2. He also suggested we went to smoke hookah that night, so we did. He ate his before we met up. Within 20 minutes he said he was tripping BALLS. Im just like hmmm..maybe it is her because him and I have a good tolerance so he is not weak lol.
We meet up and go smoke hookah and I didn't eat mines yet because we he forgot them in the car. So he is tripping balls and im sober and we are having such interesting conversations. I like how collective he is :) He seemed really happy..lucy :')
So on my way home I ate mines. The person he got it from gave him2 hits for free, so he gave me 3<3
As I ate them my body felt weird and was very optimistic it was her. As I got out the car to open my house doors I felt. Strange. i'm not tweaked out by whats happening but the thought that it might actually be her. I smoke a bowl and when I smoked the bowl I was numb so I know she was coming.
One thing I love about LSD is when you look somewhere and look away and something looks odd and you get that "damn im tripping" thought. It is where the journey begins.
I was alone in my room, I think im weird for being okay to drop cid alone. But I think its the best because it gets you deep into thought. Although the whole time I was wishing I could share my experience with friends :"(
I started to trip really fucking hard at first. When you eat it it hits you really hard all at once but slowly you start to get use to it because it cools down. It was her,
seriously inside my head I pictured a parade for about 10 minutes. It made me really happy someone was really genuinely nice to give some away to someone he didn't know. Not because it was poison but it was her. It gave me faith in humanity lol
It is 2 am and my parents are asleep so I cant be that loud. Im tripping so everything sounds loud from my heart beat to the steps I was taking. I listened to music and drew. I drew some really weird shit, I wasn't in the mood to draw. My room began to shift and move in all sorts of directions. I was getting TONS of visuals Everything looked weird, one thing that made sense was my yellow submarine holographic frame. It looked normal, I felt like it made sense. I watched a sublime concert and admired bradly deeply. I can feel and see the passion in every note he hits. I could see that he is a beautiful as soul who inspires me daily and sound alleviates my soul.
That day I realizes how much I love the beatles.
The beatles made me very happy.
I listen to the doors and jim...goddamnitt lol He is so soul full
I had such beautiful thoughts. The only bad thought I had was that I thought javi would think I died If I didnt reply to his texts. I hate phones on acid. I hated the internet. I only used youtube and iTunes during my trip lol social networks always weird me out on cid for some reason.
It was really weird. I had a trip about my friend. Im not even sure if I like him as much as I say, I think I like him more as a friend. Or idk cus I always say this shit. On cid it made a lot of sense.
im not sad about anything, lucy let me know that everything is going to be okay as long as I strive and put my heart and soul into what I wanna do. By that I mean furthering my education, getting a job and move out. I really felt it that I needa move out. I felt so trapped in my house. I also need to get healthy. I was really really really cold at the peek of my trip. Being anemic sucks, I need to make better decisions and get healthier. I meditated and stretched and felt fucking awesome. I had a lot of balance on cid. I didn't stop tripping till 10am.
Those 8hours were the most fun I had in a long time.
I also realized how strong my mental is. I was in the washroom peeing and my floor looked like it was infested with maggots. I was like wtf but wasn't scared. If it was for real I would of but my mind knows im tripping and its not :p
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