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I couldn't really explain to you why I love them so much. As I kept explaining why your mind always seemed to drift away somewhere else(not complaining I think its funny lol) But the thoughts you were having are thoughts I wanted you to conserve and record. I didn't wanna take that away from you :) because I can explain to you anyday why I love them. My love for them wasn't going anywhere.
Bradley is the Singer. Bud is the drummer and eric is the bass player. (I hate the name eric)
AND YOU CANT FORGET LOU DOG!!!!

 

I can tell they were VERY fond of each other. It most of been hard for the Lou when Bradley died. 5 years later he followed him to heaven. But when he overdosed in his hotel room lou ran towards his dead body. I wonder how he felt, I wonder if they are together today. Lou was a rescue dog. He use to have abusive owners before Bradley adopted him. I'm sure he gave him the love he always desired and deserved. I bet Lou is cooler than tons of people I know I mean look at him, he loves that beanie lmao

 

Reasons I'm in love with Bradley

 

Real musicians don't give a fuck about their appearance. They put their all into their music. Look at that big ol beer belly lmao. HE GIVES NO FUCKS. I love how there is kegs in the background

 

 This face reminds me of the song date rape lmao

"Light skin, light blue eyes, a double-chin and a plastic smile"

 

Young Bradley. I wonder if his son looks anything like him. I cant find pictures of him except these.

He played since he was 12.

He cared about his son so much. He died of a heroin overdose. He knew he was going to lose the war soon. It always makes me wonder how heroin always wins. The only reason why I never pulled through on suicide was because of the immense love for my mother, it would destroy her.

Which reminds me I have to write my suicide letter.

His face lol. straight passion. Whenever I'm tripping I always almost feel as his voice caresses me. It awakens my soul and adds a little color. I can always FEEL the passion of his voice. I often catch myself thinking of pictures or performances that capture the moment like this one. I just picture his mouth moving. He ALWAYS closes his eyes.

 

My baby had too much fun lol

 

:)

 

Behind the music:

 

 

Slow ride-

This reminds me when I was at my lowest when I had my first real heartbreak. Someone fell out of love with me as I was falling harder and harder. I can feel how he felt how much I loved him and how he knew he had the pants now. How he knew every little thing I did was out of love.. Bastard.

 

"She takes her time when it's time to get ready. Always has her way,Always leaves me waiting by the phone"

"And I feel a little lucky so I try to play it cool. I think she laughs inside With the words that burn like fire in my mouth"

"Ask me why I play myself ,Play myself for a fool. Swear that I would do most anything, hey huh!
Walk a mile to see her smile, Walk a mile just to rock for a while And babe, I'm thinkin' with my ding-a-ling"

"But sitting on the verge of tears Does not become my 22 years. You took my shame and you took my pride and now you're gonna take me for a slow ride"

Scarlet begonias-

When I think of this song I think of The grateful dead version. I love this song because it has more of a house feeling than ska.(what if that os-kaa dude was cool lmao) This song also reminds me of my best friend. Its almost as if he is talking about her.

"She had rings on her fingers and bells on her shoes And I knew without asking she was into the blues " She loves the sax

Also we said we'd try every drug in the song lol.

"A tie-tie-dyed dress , she was a psychedelic mess
We toured to the north, south, east and west
We sold some mushroom tea,
We sold some ecstasy,
We sold nitrous, opium, acid, heroin and PCP"

I've only done 3.She has done 5.

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN: If you think im a kook for wanting to try them, idc lol. I won't go into depth about my thoughts and beliefs." Curiosity kills the cat" The dumb cat atleast lol

40 Oz to Freedom

It reminds me of that binge I went on. I went on a one week binge off alcohol because I was so depressed. Everytime I drank is as if my problems weren't so big or even mattered. Once I sobered up it would all hit me again so i'd try my hardest to drunk . It was a really really weird time in my life to look back at because of how consumed I was in someone that drove me to hurt myself. I never drank 40 0z cus I hate beer. Id get drunk off anything except beer lol. Although this song is about 40 oz(the cheapest fix ever) I always settled with liquor as my friends had 40s. We would still end up in the same place...drunk. I totally feel him.

"But life is one big question when your starin at the clock.And the answers always waiting at the liquor store, 40 oz to Freedom,
So I'll take that walk. "

 

"40 oz to freedom is the only chance I have to feel good,  Even though I feel bad. "

 

Bad Fish-

This song hits home for me<3 It reminds of the same thing as 40 oz to freedom.

When I heard these songs I felt less alone at the time.

 

"When you grab a hold of me 
Tell me that I'll never be set free 
But I'm a parasite creep and crawl I step into the night. 
Two pints of booze 
Tell me are you a badfish too? Are you a badfish too? "

 

"Ain't got no money to spend I know the night will never end
 Lord knows I'm weak
Won't somebody get me off of this reef? "

 

"I swim but wish I never learned. The water's too polluted with germs"

 

I was drowning.

 

What I got-

My interpretation of this song is weed lol. When I first started to smoke I use I really began to see the beauty of things. It taught me to relax and accept things. Like waking up in the morning and being like *sigh* I have to go to work. -takes bong rip- Okay lets suck todays dick!!

"That'swhy I don't cry when my dog runs away,I don't get angry at the bills I have to pay

I don't get angry when my Mom smokes pot.  Hits the bottle and goes right to the rock
fuckin' and fightin', it's all the same. Livin' with Louie dog's the only way to stay sane
Let the lovin', let the lovin' come back to me. "

 

                                                                     Right back-
                           One of my favorite songs. I feel like he puts so much soul into his song. I envision him singing with his eyes closed and head tilted up. One time I tripped and really felt one with this song. I feel he puts so much soul into it because he was trying to get his point across that he was upset. He must be really upset if he feels like he is back in the pen. I don't think jails fun lol He was slowly losing to his addiction.
" Sometimes right now since I've left the pen
I feel like I'm right back there again. Sometimes I pray, waiting waiting for some bright holiday
So I bought myself a gun and I'm right back right back where I'm from."\

"Don't tease me, don't tease me, don't tease me"

                                                        Smoke two joints-
            I love how they remake songs with their own twist. Like scarlet begonias, used one of krs ones beats (also made a song about krs-one) and this one. Its pretty self explanatory. It just reminds me of getting blazed hardcore in my room lmao. Ihad no glass what so ever (long long ago) so I used a water bottle bong. Omg I was uneducated, that's terrible for you.
                
"I smoke two joints in the morning
I smoke two joints at night,
I smoke two joints in the afternoon
and it makes me feel alright
smoke two joints in time of peace
into the time of war
smoke two joints before i smoke two joints and then i smoke two more"
                                                   
                                                                       Performances:

 

Watching this was a perfect way to kick off a trip I had.

THIS IS MY FAVORITE PEFORMANCE. BALL AND CHAIN & DATE RAPE!!!!

54 46 whats my number? :)) I love how lou dog is just walking around the stage. He is part of the band. Trap dog lol

I saw red ft gwen Stefani aka my woman crush lol

Beautiful collaboration.

Gwen: Gosh Bradley you look so cute.

Bradley: I'm prosperous

Gwen: yum yum

 

 

Soon to be mine :)