I be high, I be low

This song shows that life truly is a balance

This song really makes me think of the balance of life. Every time I go into a deep depressing mindset, it always means because something really good is going to happen afterwards. You know, cause life is a balance :)

 

 

I be high:

1. When my bank account has a reasonable amount of money. I have more options on what to do with my days.
2. Comforting my friends or when they comfort me. They know exactly what to say sometimes:)
3. When its my turn to have numi and she's over my house, or when we take naps at her dads house. Meet numi jaimes perez :>

 

 



                                She is my unicorn baby and that's elyphante lol

 

4. When I have a pleasant trip and made my money worth it.

5. Learning new music

6. Helping someone mentally; I want to be a therapist

7. Seeing old friends unexpectedly

8. Rolling in the summer with javi and bike riding with him.

9. Summer nights

10. Buying something on sale

11.Making new friends

12. Having a new love interest

13. Listening to music on the train

14. Label bombing

15. When I add something new to my room

16. When I have some weed to smoke

17. When I get a new tattoo

18. Going to a show

19. When I see my shadow because I can see how long my hair is down my back

20. When I open my second drawer, I swear my life is like in there...



 

21. When I lose weight and gain muscle mass.

22. Knowing your place in someone's life and how special you are to them

                                                     

                                                      I be low:

1. When I get some bunk ass lucy, Do you not test your drugs before you sell them?

2. When a friend is sad, it's like I can feel their sadness and I just want to wash it all away.

Look ely, we took this picture when you were really sad. It makes me happy you don't seem this way anymore :D

 





4. This song sometimes still gets to me. Ugh can time just hurry the fuck up >.<

 

6. When I gain weight in such a short amount of time. Its fucking retarded.

7. When my glass breaks :(

8. Not having enough money to do anything, not even ride the bus

9. When the weather doesn't let me ride my bike.

10. When I can't express myself

11. Feeling hopeless in finding a job

12. When I argue with my parents

13. questioning my existence

14. When I get really drunk, I hate the person I am when i'm really hammered(why I don't drink anymore)

15. When I realize I can't connect with anyone

16. Feeling like this one person is the only one for me

17. When I fall into depression and don't want to see anyone

19. Forgetting that there is more to life than a love life

20. When the guy I like flirts with a girl, it automatically makes me feel she is better than I

21. When they don't have the Arizona I want :(

22. Not having enough money to travel

23. School

24. Failing at what I want to major in

25. Not feeling smart enough, I need Adderall to concentrate. I just simply can't focus on something I don't want to

26. Being a human and giving into temptation

27. Living at home sometimes interferes with the person I want to transition to

28. Paying bills

29. Feeling small because the universe is so damn big, although we are it,

30. Not being able to get the tattoos I want because of the place I want them in. I cant hide my hands:(

 

Songs That make me feel optimistic about life :)

This one time my friends sister was on ecstacy and got emotional over her past and was crying :( I talked to her and she felt better. I put this song on her and she bursted laugh and a smile. I mean, who can be mad at this song :) It reminds me of skipping with aumi on ecstacy at 5 am on a summer morning <3

THE BEATLES MAKE ME VERY HAPPY

 

Rather you like to accept it or not, we all have an angel and a devil in our head. Stay happy and be the pure soul you are. Keep yourself sane and attract positivity into your life. I think spirituality is the key to an easier life. You will really learn to accept life. Acceptance is the key to everything.